Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Stunned.

Feeling positive and motivated today, I posted this as my LinkedIn status:
Big day today. Time to make some real changes instead of just pushing ideas around.

And when I checked my RSS feed on Google, I saw this at the top of the Wiki How To of The Day:
How to Move on After a Life Changing Revelation

Little did I realize how these two unrelated items would crash into each other. There were some real changes today, alright, and they also involved a life changing revelation that still has me rocked. I trusted someone and he betrayed me. I'm just stunned. In a hundred years, I never saw this coming.

I worry that a piece of me was crushed today and I might not recover from it. More than anything, the thought that this has changed me forever is the most horrible part. I don't know that I will be the same person tomorrow that I was when I woke up this morning.