I've been dealing with a lot over the last four months. Sadly, the worst of it isn't over, yet. To be candid, it's a full-on shit show. My life is being turned upside down, and there is little I can do to stop it.
I get that I am being purposely vague here. Truth is, I'm not really able to talk about it all in any detail right now. I can say that it's not personal, it's not medical, and it's only a little emotional. It's professional, and it's all tied to the previous company I used to work for.
I really, really need Action 033 - See Past It. I am so deep in the mess right now, dealing with so much, that I feel like it's never going to end. But when I step back, take a deep breath, and evaluate it with my mind instead of with my emotions, I can see that there is a way through it. Soon enough, this will be over, and I will be free to move on with my life.
I need to see past it. I need to trust that I will get through it and I will have my life back once again. This is not going to last forever, and I will survive to see the other side. There is a light at the end of this tunnel.